I wonder when again!

It was all so misty & cool and I could see nothing else but the pure white & thick air. The mist moved away so gently... to let me see the crispy green grass that covered the ground so neatly. My feet touched it and I melted in that feel of the soft grass with dew drops... on my feet. A cold breeze blew, my long black hair swirling in it... it felt like the breeze held my face in its firm hands. My soft white linen dress with big faded-pink flowers swayed and I lifted my hands a little to touch the gentle breeze which now surrounded me as if leading me to somewhere. As I stood there enchanted by the moment, the wind caressing me, I could hear the soothing sound of flowing water. The mist cleared up a little more to show the crystal clear brook nearby and I started walking towards it... drinking in this moment with every step I took. Nothing like this! No grass has ever been softer, no breeze so gentle and no sound so soothing!
I sat near the brook and touched the water, and it felt like I was fully immersed in it. I took a deep breath and the air smelled like sweet fragrance. Turning my face around I could see the mist moving away and into my vision came the beautiful plants with bright pink flowers and some tall trees behind them. I ran towards it my hair now being combed by the cold breeze. The bright pink flowers with smooth creamy petals smelled heavenly. I plucked one and put it on my hair and slowly dropped myself onto the bed of grass, closed my eyes and took in moment by moment this experience beyond words... no cares or worries, no thoughts or troubles! Pure bliss!
A little later my eyes felt the rays of the sun and I wondered how? This place is too enchanting to feel the sun so strong... and very lazily I opened my eyes to realise all this was but a dream!!!
Never was a dream so true, so enjoyable, so enchanting... Will this dream come true I wonder! I will hold on to this until I get it and I can wait for it with all my heart! sigh! :)

The li'l princess is now in pain...

It's been some days since my li'l princess has been sick with diarrhea, cold & cough. But she's been braving it all with her ever so smiling attitude. She smiles showing her two tiny teeth, laughs and plays with her dad & mom and now when she cries, we know its beyond what she can bear.
Last night she cried endlessly without sleeping & I was shocked to see the diaper rash become so red and bad! We gave her a sitz bath in lukewarm water & salt. Then we let her lie without a diaper & she slept well. The continuous diarrhea might have caused this and we cannot do much in easing her pain. We were applying ointments & creams.
Today is Good Friday and her doc is out of town. Her homeopathic doc told us to apply coconut oil and leave her diaper free. It will be a havoc with her diarrhea but anything to help her!
It is heart-breaking to see my Prathyasha (hope) in pain. I need more energy, peace of mind and patience to help her out. Wish there was someone to help us with at-least the cooking & cleaning part.
More than anything, I pray to The Almighty Father to heal her completely & give her back her smile & energy.
There she sleeps now beside me like a tired li'l princess. Muahhh!!