I didn't have to wait long after I lost my first baby... I thought I'll never have another baby as I didn't want to go through the pain I already did. But after about four months, the second miracle took form in me.
It was a difficult path. We were at first scared to be excited. Then we slowly took it in and the first time we heard the heart beat, we felt the excitement rise up in us! Every month was such a sweet delight. I gave a sigh as I crossed the 4th month. Phew! The 9th month's scan was truly amazing as we saw our baby lift up her hand and wave at us!! Our prayer to hold our baby safe inside the womb was so strong that the cutie pie didn't come out even after 40 weeks.
The long wait finally ended on the 7th July, 2010 as the Lord gave us a beautiful baby girl whom we named "Prathyasha" meaning "hope".
She's really an angel. She gave a new kind of hope for us. We learned to trust The Lord more & more. Everyday is a joy now. And as she crawls all over the place in her 8th month now, I refuse to fret & worry over the way she keeps me running after her. I hear a lot of moms talk endlessly about the way they are tired because of their active kid. But, how can I? I know what it is to lose a baby and to not have a baby. So I am thankful to God for my beautiful princess and for making her so active & smart! Her smile takes my breath away and the love she shows brings tears to my eyes. I thank the Lord every time I see her!
I want to thank every one here who took time to be concerned about me & also encourage me &through all my difficult times! Thank you!
2 comments:
Wow, Kripa that was touching...brought tears of joy to my eyes ...I can imagine all the roller coaster ride of emotions that u guys went thru from start...But later we realise no matter what our God is a faithful God!!!...hope tis blog be a blessing for so many expectant-moms & 'already'-moms out there, jst as ur to me ...Luv u gal, keep the good bloggin :)
Wow, Kripa that was touching...brought tears of joy to my eyes ...I can imagine all the roller coaster ride of emotions that u guys went thru from start...But later we realise no matter what our God is a faithful God!!!...hope tis blog be a blessing for so many expectant-moms & 'already'-moms out there, jst as ur to me ...Luv u gal, keep the good bloggin :)
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